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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

haha i think i will continue blogging about the mawai eco camp some time LATER LATER.
heheh.
lol.

stupid toe. eeyer.

ahh, ytd was fun :D
paiseh, was like quite last mintue. and i make you waited for damn long. eek. soorrrry!

1. never won a single game of pool ytd against mr ryan. zzz. bad luck. most of the games the black ball went in. bleah.
2. yay. went to eat very nice italian meal at pete's place at hyatt hotel. eat until we get so bloated . surprisingly this time round i didnt get flushed lehh. lol. yay. haha, i think i am replenishing the weight 'lost' during mawai.
3. walked ard in orchard. haha. christmas is coming soon. [oh no!] haha, eh, what's the theme this year?
4. catch a movie. beowulf. haha, those computerise graffic thingy. so so movie bah.
and reached home prettyy late.

thankyou for everything. for making them so fun, so nice.

i guess my vocab is running short. :S

better brush up on my GP. haha, and i havent been reading the newspaper. hmm, lets see, its gonna be more than a week's worth of papers to read through after this chalet.

then today woke up early to play badminton at tanglin cc with supposedly mawai grp 3 and t30 ppl? but still end up being late.
haha, all the guys are like playing.
and i am thinking i am lousier and lousier.
and i am thinking i miss those guys whom i played with. just so different.
sigh. its only three quarters of a year only.
haha, at least i am exercising! lol.

woahh. bleah

alright then after that met up with my singapore grandma for lunch at crystal jade.
lol. woah big change.
she really soften down alot.
and woah. surprise surprise! phew.

and i went home and had a good sleeeep. :D

the bed which allows you to snuggle in, in between those warm blankets.

i've wondered and wished for one before too. but too bad. bleah.

i am going to nuts already.
in this nuts house is killing me.
all i hear is squabbles and i am tired of being a judge.
no one is ever satisfied.
i want my mummy home soon.
i rather more law and order and punishments now then freestyle with those dude around.
i give up on commanding respect.
its all about who got the loudest voice.
authority no more. i am tired.
i want solitude other than anything else.
i want peace. peace and respect.

glad that i will be away for the next three days.
put those 'burdens' behind for awhile.
but then, proble not solve.

just wish i wont be the eldest at times.
just wish i wasnt a girl at times.
just wish i wasnt here some times.
just wish that things arent the way it is.

to conform and be stronger or is it to conform to suit so as to survive?
conformational change> reaction.